THE NEGATIVE REACTION

TOO TIRED TO CARE. . .

The last few days have been long. I woke up Monday thinking it was actually Sunday. The last few days have just melted together and I'm so tired I can barely stay awake.

I got into another argument with Karis about Cody calling his STEPdad just "Dad". I think we go it cleared up, but I just can't talk with her anymore. My contempt has reached an all time high. I think she just argues with me to hear her own voice. After we started arguing, she got pissed and while I was in mid-sentence, she handed the phone back to Cody. Smart. . .so fucking smart. The less I think about her and the less I deal with her - the better off I am. I guess she will be my cross that I bear for the rest of my life. I think of it as God's way of testing my faith. How far can she push? How much will I take till I push back? That's what she wants. She WANTS somebody to fight with. Mark probably isn't around much (anther GREAT reason to get married - what a dumb bitch!) so she needs a punching bag. Oh well. . . .

What else is going on? Not much. Local Number Portability is in a few weeks and that is going to change everything, I can feel we're going to be SUPER busy again. That will translate inot mega $$$$$$$$ to spread around.

Oh well, more later. .


RACK ME - I'M OUT!