TOO TIRED TO CARE. . .
The last few days have been long. I woke up Monday thinking it was actually Sunday. The last few days have just melted together and I'm so tired I can barely stay awake.
I got into another argument with Karis about Cody calling his STEPdad just "Dad". I think we go it cleared up, but I just can't talk with her anymore. My contempt has reached an all time high. I think she just argues with me to hear her own voice. After we started arguing, she got pissed and while I was in mid-sentence, she handed the phone back to Cody. Smart. . .so fucking smart. The less I think about her and the less I deal with her - the better off I am. I guess she will be my cross that I bear for the rest of my life. I think of it as God's way of testing my faith. How far can she push? How much will I take till I push back? That's what she wants. She WANTS somebody to fight with. Mark probably isn't around much (anther GREAT reason to get married - what a dumb bitch!) so she needs a punching bag. Oh well. . . .
What else is going on? Not much. Local Number Portability is in a few weeks and that is going to change everything, I can feel we're going to be SUPER busy again. That will translate inot mega $$$$$$$$ to spread around.
Oh well, more later. .
RACK ME - I'M OUT!
FUN FUN FUN
Well, I didn't let this lapse for as long as I thought I would this time. Less than ten days between entries - so good, so far.
My first rant is that of my soccer "team". I use quotations because the only thing I have in common with these people is that I play soccer with them. I am not firneds with any of them and the few times I have been out with them after games, I feel like I don't fit in. Thus, I show up at our games, play, and go home. Since I started playing hockey on Friday nights, soccer just hasn't been that big of a deal for me. I play soccer because I love it. Not necessairly because my teammates are goofs. So let's get to the point - aight?
My team continues to think we should play in the competitive league. So then we get smoked 13-4 (like last night). This leads to people complaining, bitching and just not playing well. Nobody gets that as a group of club level players, we do not have the skill to play at this level. Oh sure, when our great players finally mesh and we have a good game or two - they think this is how it should be. the problem is that if we want to play comp, I have no problem. Let's at least get together and have some set plays, develop a stratdegy and actually have a few practices. It's like these guys just think they can show up and expect to win games. the league is too strong and the guys we are playing against are too good. Someday they will get it. Unfortunately, they haven't yet.
Oh well, nuf said onto the next topic. . .
So these Green River Killer guy kills 48 women and gets life BECAUSE he confessed and helped the cops close a ton of unsolved cases. So here's my question to ponder. .
If the most horrendous serial killer in US history doesn't get the death penalty - then why would do we have a death penalty?? The cops gave up their opportunity for Justice when they allowed this piece of dirt to plea for his life in exchange for solving some murders. What a pity.. . . .
My last point and/or rant is this notion that the political/religious left continues to remove all of the judeo christian symbols that have stood for years. Why do people feel the need to push thier PC crap on everybody?? These people seriously scare me. It's like they want to do something that has never been done before and COMPLETELY separate the church and the state. Why must we continue to erase our cultural history?? This makes NO sense to me.
Well - that's all I got. More probably later. . .I hope.
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